Where does the time go?????

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Super Star!

My friend took this pic of me at the pool with her cool camera. It was the best pic out of three, the others are very scary, and the pics have given me some drive to workout and eat better... I have a facebook friend who who did p90x or whatever and looks banging now... but I think that's out of my league. I have heard stories of people throwing up while working out doing that program...I'm not the dedicated... I have been a slacker with working out and eatting good lately.... I am a major stress eater, I don't know how that happend as a long time ago when I was stressed I just wouldn't eat... though that isn't healthy either the after effects of weight loss are easier to deal with then gaining...

Sigh... I am going to hit the eliptical now... I have to get serious.... if not for overall health, then for the family photo we are doing in September lol....

Feeling better...

I am feeling more relaxed this morning, and I am determined to attempt to be a grownup and talk with my boss without having a nervous break down. Easier said then done, but I am trying to be more positive, and get through this.

Yesterday was a great Friday. I took the kids to the pool, came home, put some no longer used stuff on Craigs List, and sold one item already, and have someone coming today to get something else. I have never used Craigs List before to sell anything, and by gosh, I love it! So freaking easy to use, and no fees involved. I sold the Bumbo seat yesterday, and the Jumper Roo is going to be gone this afternoon. No I didn't make a killing, but I did much better then what I would have done at a garage sale, or through Consignment, so I am happy. Plan on putting that money to the side and getting the kids some fall/winter clothes with it.

Friday night our pool has family grill nights, in which one family grills food for those at the pool for a small fee. Last night the family in charge was doing Smoked Sausage, and the usual hot dogs and burgers, and they had french fries,and ever watermelon... So we all had dinner there at the pool and did a little bit of swimming after. Dave and I are going to sign up to do a grill night I think in August. If you volunteer a few hours, they waive the $50 maintenance fee, so we will do that to knock that out. Might as well since we are there all the time anyways.

Later I went to Costco before it closed up for the night. Geeze. I will be so glad when the kids are done with diapers... I had to get them for Rachel and Emily, and also swimming diapers, milk, bread, and laundry detergent and I spent a small fortune. Oh well at least I know in the long run it saves money by buying in bulk.... I am super excited that they have swimming diapers at Costco this year... those things are crazy expensive and we fly through them. Costco also just got in some amazing furniture.... I drooled over everything... the prices are really nice... I really like this Lingerie chest they had... The price wasn't bad either, and I came close to getting it, but seriously my bill was bad enough with what I already had in my cart. I told Dave about it when I got home and he laughed at me saying I don't exactly have a massive lingerie collection. Ouch... guess my granny panties aren't that impressive...haha. I had to explain to him that you can use the chest for other stuff, but I think I lost him.

sniffle....

ahhh my work week is done... deep breaths...let's just say the work stress has offically gotten to me this week, and three times I broke down in sobs. Once in front of my boss while attempting to talk to her, and another time in the bathroom, and once more at lunch...

So I never claimed to handle change or stress very well... You ever feel like you can never make anyone happy? Today I had the urge to walk out and smoke a cigarette, and I don't even smoke. I can't go into specifics, but I was so excited to solve half of a transportation crisis, in which I made two patients very happy, but my boss feels if a patient goes to anyone but us they will be shot on sight, so instead of her being excited for these patients and saying how awsome it was for me to find a place for them (against all odds might I add), I get to hear how VERY disappointed she is that they wont come to her. Seriously... I just made two little old ladies day, the ladies will be able to keep their same routine, have the transportation, same appointment times, keep their doctor, but because they are going somewhere besides our place it's a disappointment. So she's hurt they chose some place else, and is taking it personally, when her place has never even been a possibility for them, and I am hurt and taking it personally for working hard and trying to explain to patients every five minutes whats going on ('cause face it, old people's memories are not the best) while not feeling appreciated, and worrying about people going behind my damn back. So yeah shortly after I had a nice long cry in the bathroom. I feel all of the course of events lately have just torn everyone apart. People are mad at each other, getting feelings hurt, being sneaky, etc, and it bothers me for two reasons. 1. the whole thing has been a cluser f*** 2. let's face it, my coworkers are my closest friends these days, and I hate all the tension, and feeling of hatred, and that I can't talk to anyone.

I know things will get better, but I just wish it would get better soon. I am really unhappy.

For now she's a free agent....

I signed up Laura for gymnastics....I attempted to get Rachel in too, but as I didn't sign up early enough there wasn't any opening for her age group. Major bummer for her, but fall will be here soon....

Today was the first day of class. The gymnastics center is really nice. I don't have much to compare it to, but it looked pretty impressive... There are 6 people in her class, and one of the kids was in her swim lesson class just a few weeks ago, so it was nice for Laura to see a familiar face. I came armed with my camera, but they don't let the parents watch from inside the gym, they make you go out in the lobby where you can watch from a two way mirror, or go upstairs to a similar parent lobby...Weird. I guess it helps the kids from being nervous when they are older, and when they are young it probably helps keep their focus on their teacher, rather then wanting to see what mom and dad are doing... Still, I had a hard time with this, and I spent the hour pressed up to the glass trying to take pictures, which came out horrible and all blurry. Apparently, the last day of class they let the parents come in and take all the picures you want, so I guess I have to wait 8 more weeks...

It was really neat though watching. Looked like a ton of fun... I would actually love to get in there and play on some of that stuff...Laura did great and didn't shy away from anything, and had a big grin plastered on her face the whole time, so I know she loved it!

So cute!!!

How cute is this Land's End beach blanket?? It's on sale for under $15.00 right now, they even have a boy version with sharks on it. The grid is perfect for tic tac toe, and the towel is huge! I think my girls are a little bit young still, but next year should be great. Instead of just buying them for now and holding onto them for next year I told my mom about them as she's like me and starts her Christmas shopping super early... I figured she could get these for my older two now they they are on sale, and we can play with them in the playroom until it gets warm enough for pool and beach time!

The Beach Bag, and surviving the pool with three kids...

Over three years ago I was watching Oprah, and she was having her favorite things summer edition. She featured Land's End Beach Tote, and I was suckered in. Land's End and L.L.Bean do have amazing quality, and these bags looked very well made, and the price was right for $24... I ordered the Large Size, and got it in orange with our last name on it. I am on my third summer with the same bag, and it's held up amazing....The orange on the handles has faded a little, but that's from the the chlorine and sun, and to be expected. It still looks over all fine, doesn't smell funky, etc.

I am able to put in our towels, two sets of water wings, drinks and snacks, sunscreen, swimming diapers, regular diapers, beach cover ups, massive water guns, and a few other pool toys. It also has a a nice side pocket I usually put some change in so the kids can buy a snack or I can send them over to the snack shack to fetch mommy a diet coke. The inside has pockets too to keep my the swimmy diapers organized. It also has a metal clip to put your keys so you are not searching for them in the bottom of the bag.

The bags also don't tip over easily, which is a big plus.

We mainly take this bag to the pool, but it has been to the beach as well, done awesome there as well. It will be making the journey with us again this year when we head to Nags Head in August.

Other beach/pool items I am in love with includes no rub spray lotion. Now this one is better for the pool rather than the beach or boat, mainly because if there are strong breezes, you could miss some spots or end up with it it in your eyes. It's so nice to just spray down the kids. I do use a screen stick for their faces. As far as brands go, I usually by the Neutrogena kind as Costco has that and usually they offer a coupon on it, but if I don't have a coupon I get the Target store brand. (By the way, I don't really like how they changes the name of all the store brand stuff to Up and Up, how are we being up and up if we are buying store brand???) My kids don't have skin issues with either of these brands, so I use these on all of our kids, and Dave and I use them as well.

Hope everyone has a great 4th of July!